What? What do you mean your scar is gone? You wouldn't have healed it over, it was a scar. And with time it might have faded, but I made it deep Ransom. What have you been doing? I thought you wanted that deeper connection? Lying again I see.
[And all the joy he'd had, the glee in knowing his mark would be on the man forever was gone. Laurent was alone and adrift yet again, all attempts at making a lasting connection once more thwarted. It just wasn't fair!]
You mean you let him remove it. Or begged him to. Why are you telling me this Ransom? Because you think it matters that you'd care so little about my efforts to give you a beautiful mark, a scar to be proud of?
[Was it just another way to hurt him? Laurent just couldn't tell anymore. All the man did was tie him up in knots, tighter and tighter as time went by. Why did he keep answering? Why did he keep letting Ransom wind him up? Why did he give a damn about someone so completely self centered and uncaring? Was it just some sick way to punish himself?]
You ought to have valued a gift I gave you with real care and effort, but I suppose that's something. You say it can still be felt, though not seen? I could fix that you know. Give it to you again. Or perhaps could you get a tattoo, so it shows for everyone again. I liked having people know you're mine as much as you probably hated it.
[Not from anything like love, but because it made them both unhappy and yet satisfied. Just like the rest of their relationship. Still, knowing he could always find the mark was something. It was much less than ideal, but it was bearable. He'd worked damned hard on that mark and it meant something. To him at least. Fucking asshole!]
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Date: 2020-07-23 02:19 am (UTC)My scar is gone.
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Date: 2020-07-23 04:06 am (UTC)[And all the joy he'd had, the glee in knowing his mark would be on the man forever was gone. Laurent was alone and adrift yet again, all attempts at making a lasting connection once more thwarted. It just wasn't fair!]
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Date: 2020-07-24 12:46 am (UTC)I have a Dominant, Laurent.
He found a way to take it off.
Don’t get pissed.
I can still feel it on my chest.
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Date: 2020-07-24 03:20 am (UTC)[Was it just another way to hurt him? Laurent just couldn't tell anymore. All the man did was tie him up in knots, tighter and tighter as time went by. Why did he keep answering? Why did he keep letting Ransom wind him up? Why did he give a damn about someone so completely self centered and uncaring? Was it just some sick way to punish himself?]
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Date: 2020-07-26 03:04 am (UTC)My body shouldn't be scarred and marked up.
He took away what you could see but if you put your hand on my chest you can feel it.
I'm trying to tell you that it's still there.
Somehow.
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Date: 2020-07-26 05:36 am (UTC)[Not from anything like love, but because it made them both unhappy and yet satisfied. Just like the rest of their relationship. Still, knowing he could always find the mark was something. It was much less than ideal, but it was bearable. He'd worked damned hard on that mark and it meant something. To him at least. Fucking asshole!]
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Date: 2020-07-26 09:58 pm (UTC)